Unreadable fog in my head
I sit down at the table trying to write something. But somehow, I can't. Sometimes I look away from the paper and look towards the window. I see clear sky.
The clear sky turns into night sky. I don't know what irritates me more - if it's unreadable fog in my head or piece of paper which lies in front of me with its content that is readable even for the illiterate.
I realize that I feel anxiety from the conflict between inner fog and emptiness of the paper. Do I fear emptiness? Or it's just not my day?